And can I just say one thing then I'll stop.
I hope there is a God. I hope that my mother is sitting up there watching the grandchildren she never met grow up to be the most beautiful people.
I hope one day to join her. I really do. But I'm sorry, the church is full of nasty people who do not deserve any if the credit given to them.
Believing in God is one thing, trusting a priest, or those around him, thats something totally different