. . . but this is the point where I feel like a hopeless high schooler and have no idea how I am suppose to act from here on.
Most interesting part. Many guys get stuck at hopeless high schooler mode just trying to get a girl. At least you make it to a higher level. I'm inept at getting women. That said, I've been in a monogamous relationship for quite awhile. So, it's not like I try to get women now. I'm jealous of you anyhow ;[