Thank you all for your input.

Through a combination of therapy and anti-depressant medication, I've recovered a great deal in the past few months. I'm only intending to continue the meds for as long as I can work through the counseling process. If you have suffered a broken leg, you only wear crutches or a leg cast for as long as necessary for the limb to properly heal. Likewise, I'm going through a healing process for my mind.

Writing Star Wars fan fic and other fiction has helped me cope. It's given me a creative outlet for all these years. I don't know where I would be if I never wrote. I'm hoping to get back to updating my Revenge of the Jedi outline soon, as I have many astounding events planned for Jeni.