Today, today was the closing of the G4 forums. With the network ending the forums have to as well. Well they were pretty much the first message board I'd joined. So I got a small amount of sadness that the small amount of hope of G4 recovering from the mess of the network is gone. Sure I hadn't even visited those forums in about 5 years. Still there was that hope that's now gone.

But whatever that's small amount of sad compared to what just happened to me in real life. I had some pet shrimp and I enjoyed watching them play and swim around. "Had" being the operative word. Shortly after the G4 forums closed I lost something much more precious to me. My pet shrimp. I saw the final moments. Granted it wasn't like they were dying at the exact same time. It been happening over the course of a few weeks. Seeing one die after another. Then today I lost the one remaining shrimp I had. THIS IS NOT OKAY DAMN IT!!! FUCK! I loved those little shrimp.

To top it off I accidentally injured my hands earlier so it's not exactly painless typing this. I just wanted to make a thread so I can just get some sadness out here. Didn't want to drag it into other threads. Also helps me vent a little.

Today fuck it. All this fucking stuff happening today... fffffffuuuuuuuuucccccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkk