You and many others might think this is a totally crazy idea but I'll lay it down in case you haven't contemplated it before. A person that is burnt out on life and their surroundings should at least consider it.

Join the military.

1. You will be able to leave Atlanta and go see the world.

2. You will be making money.

3. You will exercise every day. This helps against depression. A lot.

(I sometimes wonder why it's not prescribed at the doctor's office.)

4. You will be part of a group and you will develop friendships. You could not even want to and it will still happen in this environment.

5. You will not be able to see your family very often and will come to appreciate them more after a couple years of being away.

6. You need to stop talking about how you wish your mother would die and you wanting to mow people down with an Uzi you stuck-up selfish prick. If you want out of Atlanta, fucking pack a bag and walk/drive yourself to a happier place. You sound like you want somebody to fix your problems but the truth is that you are here just whining about shit that all of us have been through. We might empathize with you a bit but you are the only person that can enact change in your life. I wish you the best and I totally understand about living in a culture where your creed or culture is non-existent but harming others won't really get you anything. I hope that you find a way out of there to a place where you can find some happiness.