All I can say is I didn't feel I could hold to my personal pledge unless I threw it out in public where people can rightfully call me out if I violate it.
Because it worked so well last time... "they can take my eyes out, but they can't take my honor!"... yea.
And I thought I had addiction and obsession problems. (Actually, only the former.)
Yea, siding with Boost there. How gloriously stupid. Don't reply to this post.