EyeShotFirst said:

Depression is a part of who I am. As a musician, it's usually my muse. It sounds cheesy, but I'm a song writer. Taking away one of my ticks, takes away a piece of my soul.

''[Depression] sometimes gives me a quantity of creativeness. Art doesn't work without pain; art also exists for compensating pain." - Till Lindemann

Luckily, I'm not suicidal like some people get. I really enjoy living, I just prefer the quality of life to be top.

Yeah, I wish I had that kind of creativity. I feel like I have none whatsoever. And that makes me depressed. :(

But I do enjoy life. After all, there's no alternative, might as well make the most of it. :)