Wow man, I really don't know what to say....

i just wish you and your family strength, and power. like my mother would tell me after my grandfather passed, "Grandpa would be proud." anyway I'm very sorry and please don't feel pressured. this is just fanediting, it does not surpass life. we all understand.

and shame to that person who emailed u previously. let them rot in hell eternally.

PS: I beleive this is in my sig but a song by +44 reads:

"A little Death makes Life more meaningful." --Mark Hoppus, +44

Now interpret that as u want, but just remember that.

Best wishes,

--JustDC