I would come to your defense tray but if you really did screw over Adywan then i would not be surprised if you get banned permanently.
Now i don't know you personally so i cannot make a value judgment on this. I value adywan's work to the the community here, and would like it if things could be amicably worked out between people here as being adults.
I would not mind making you welcome here if you behavior was a little different, i do understand people have been hostile to you and have ridiculed you because this forum has become a members only club.
Had you not screwed over adywan who i consider a friend even if i barely know him, i would gladly call you my friend too.
I was treated poorly when i joined too, not knowing the rules and such and pissed off Moth3R, though i did not get banned for requests for getting in on pay it forward chains. I was just a little too zealous in my appreciation of these guys work here.