FanFiltration said:

Also, I've recently been accepted and will be attending the film study program at San Francisco State next fall. With this exciting development, a lot of my time right now is being devoted to my preparation for returning to academic studies after nearly 20 years destroying my brain cells. Like lot's of people who become depressed due to a disability changing their life, I have been doing a fantastic job of making excuses not to follow my (very old) dreams. Well I've had it with feeling sorry for myself. I've got the time, people say I have some talent with editing video and film, so why the heck not?

Good for you, now that was a nice read, if I was you, I would go for it to, good luck.