I meant reload it and experience again exactly how it happened. I wish we had the mental ability to save all of our thoughts, feelings, and sensations from a particular event, and play them back verbatim.

With mistakes and stupid things we do, it is better just to learn from them and move on. But some feelings and moments are so utterly fantastic, it is sad to trust them to the awful leaking human brain. All our greatest and fondest moments in life are doomed to be lost in the recesses of our memories. Kind of depressing.