Well, actually, it was a present from my now ex-fiancee (sigh...). I probably never would have gotten it myself, but she was just so cool and so much of a nerd that it was a no-brainer for her to get it for me. And now I just depressed myself again...
But anyway, the point of that was that there was no need to hide it away or be ashamed of it. And were my relationship not in shambles, it would be an object lesson in how awesome my significant other was.