"I meant if I would find out before I die."
Gotcha (but it won't happen

"No you don't know he exists. You think you know he does. It's a purpose you think you know you have.
Number 2 is a very strange arguement... Besides I'm not trying to disprove. And you can't prove he does exist. So it's useless."
If this argument is to try to prove or disprove that God exists, it is of course pointless. We're never going to prove that one way or another. Again, if God could be scientifically proved, everyone would believe in Him.
In regard to my question about macro evolution...
"It's not scientifically impossible. And you laughing at the theory isn't very mature. I'm not laughing at your believe now am I? If it seems so strange to you then where does your God come from. You don't believe that life could have happened on itself but you do believe a God came out of nowhere and magically made everything."
Sorry, didn't mean to "laugh". But I still have not been told how it's not scientifically impossible, or how this is any more credible than the existence of God. Instead, you've pointed the finger at the belief in God. The point is that this isn't science vs. religion, because the theory of macro evolution is not science.
We're going in circles here! This type of argument goes nowhere....
Seriously, though, I respect your opinion and hope that someday you will realize the existence of God. If not, that's OK too. Either way, it's nice that you are a good person either way.