I am Yoko? höhöhö. But I am an artist... or at least a wanna-be-one.
As for the language barrier: absolutely true. Sometimes I find out later that I seem to have implemented something I definetly did not want to say. Now that is a thing I hate.
I just looked up antagonism in my dictionary. IC. Well, actually I feel I was kind of drawn into this matter and acted in self defence (but that is what most people do, I know). I was told I did something very bad, which I still cannot see, except for the trouble it has been causing to this board, which I personally do not refer to what I did, but to what was said afterwards.
As a matter of fact I always and from the very beginning wanted companionship and I don't think I ever said anything different to that. Dammit, now I am on the subject...