yeah i'd say only 2 guys have actually experienced that freak-in-me, matt and danny. and 1 knew it was in me, but he didn't really see so much of it, he was a rebound and i didn't waste time with that. oh and i guess the first guy i ever fell for really hard knew i was a freak in the core too, cuz he's an even bigger one and we used to have some really sick convos. lol that was probably too much info sorry guys!