remember what I said about the SPENCE project? Don't give up. Don't rely on feedback here, it is the wrong place. Your edits are very ambitious. Go for them, they could be terrific. Don't stop where others stop, giving up is easy, walking away is easy, finishing what you spent so much time working and talking about is difficult but worth it. I have no idea how you motivate yourself to do the things you do, but you had so much power for weeks and weeks to carry on. Don't let that got to waste.