Originally posted by: sean wookie
Somebody read this and tell me how this is
Well, if you told me you were drowning
I would not lend a hand
I've seen your face before my friend
But I don't know if you know who I am
Well, I was there and I saw what you did
I saw it with my own two eyes
So you can wipe off the grin, I know where you've been
It's all been a pack of lies
Her name is Hollie. All that I ever wanted in a girl. All that I need in the world. My best friend ever. A short, cute, depressed 9th grader when I met her (I was in 10th). She was just like me, we both loathed our lives and just needed someone to hold on to. She is my muse, my inspiration, my only reason for living. I always felt alone in the world before her, she is the only one who gets me the only one who ever tried.
It hurt to see her unhappy. I was always afraid that she would hurt herself. And she was in a bad mood a lot too. I didn’t want her to kill herself, I couldn’t live without her. As the clash with death a year earlier I didn’t want to expire yet, We could do much together, go far.
As the person I was at that time, I didn’t have much friends. Never trying to make many because I figured most of those people were ass holes. I had a few, namely odd people who company I enjoyed, like Cliff a Mexican rocker and Joe a nice guy is all I can say about him. They both knew of her. Though Cliff was a good friend to her (and she even confessed to liking him a few times).
I always wondered what would happen if we were together. I don’t want to have wonder on what could of been, I don’t want my life full of regrets. I just know she is the one and that we are meant to be together. Is this love?
As 11th grade came (10th grade for her) around I noticed a much different Holly, a happy one. It made me happy to see her like this. It has been a great year. I hope it stays like this. I want to always be there for her. No matter who or what is in my way, like the song says, ain’t no mountain high enough to keep me from you. She has a boy friend, Steve, he is a nice guy. Steve has a twin, I can’t really tell the two apart. He has became a good friend of mine. They have been together for 3 years they said. Since Jr. High School. I don’t know much about him, but he has became a very good friend of mine, I’m glad to have met him. I don’t what her hurt when they or if they break up.
I just can’t handle having her hurt. To have her hurt torments me. When she cries I burn inside I burn in fury. I want to drown my problems. Drown my sorrow. The hurt doesn't show; but the pain still grows. It's no stranger to you or me.
WOW, I understand the Hollie thing so much better now! Good job on getting your feeling out!