I agree with Handman. Honestly, thank you for the advice, SparkySywer. A good kick in the arse. I agree I need to stop posting this and also need to step back and see how far delaying my recovery gets me and basically trying to get babysit by others only gets one so far.
My medication tests are nearly there, and I’m gaining many new friends. I will get there.
I’m also getting involved in yoga, so there’s that going.