From my personal experience lack of sexual activity is bad for you.

I find it really frustrating to hear how sex is a natural part of life yet the physical act itself has eluded me throughout my entire adult life. I only had sex once when I was 18 with a prostitute, an experience I didn’t find particularly enjoyable per my own admission, yet I hoped this would finally open the floodgates for me so to speak, however it didn’t happen, and my sexual journey has amounted to that one time and over two decades of masturbation. Witnessing friends and acquaintances enjoy far more fulfilling sex lives than me while I’m always being left out. This has inevitably built up a lot of anger, frustration and bitterness in me, particularly in the last three years. I remember feeling this big fear during the Covid Pandemic of never getting to enjoy sex to the fullest.

As I turn 35 years old I must tell you guys, I am so fucking tired of being the loser who can’t get laid, and can’t seem to find a way to change that. Why is it so fucking hard for me find a suitable sexual partner? Am I doomed to be one of those people who dies sexually unfulfilled?