Dude...in all honesty I can't really empathize your situation exactly....i've lost relatives thru self-inflicted violence but this is something very different and involves humanity instead of things internal.....I hope I never have to feel what I think your feelng now. I feel bad knowing that people everyday have to understand the feeling of someone they know being senselessly murdered. It's sick and no ones gets ahead.

I don't own a gun...my family has never had a gun in our house to my knowledge. I've never shot one, and hope to never unless it has to happen. I've never been hunting and really don't care to, i'll leave it up to those that do. But its just this necassary violence that spreads out past its moderated need. We need to find different ways.

Mostly everything I can say here has been said so far. Its just easier to give into our most basic instincts to be better and dominate thru whatever means and to those bastards that did this to your family (and those that do this insane shit all over the planet for no necasary gain) its what they think will show they are better. I personally believe someday we'll get past all this thru either simply evolution, laws, or just some event that makes us realize this bullshit needs to end.

I'm sorry if this seemed illogical but its just stream of thought talking.....