Oh god I’m so fucking scared of myself my horrible memories my horrible sexuality my horrible brain why was I born like this end it all i am in hell help me
I don’t want to die but I want to stop existing…
OR AT LEAST ERASE ALL THE HORRIBLE MEMORIES I HATE MY MEMORIES I SAW HORRIBLE THINGS ON THE HELL THAT IS THE INTERNET AND MY DISGUSTING FETISH
Why am I such a mess what have I done to deserve this
I’M SCARED OF MYSELF IF REINCARNATION EXIST I MUST HAVE BEEN A NAZI IN MY PAST LIFE TO DESERVE THIS HELL OF A LIFE
I FUCKING HATE THE UNIVERSE
THE BIG BANG WAS THE WORST THING TO EVER HAPPEN AND I WISH IT DIDNT HAPPEN
I WISH I HAD APHANTASIA I HATE THINKING
SET ME FREE FROM THIS HORROR I’M FUCKING CRYING RIGHT NOW
I AM SCARED OF MY OWN BRAIN
I HATE BEING ON THE STUPID AUTISM SPECTRUM AND HAVING OCD I CANT EVEN TALK TO A THERAPIST BECAUSE IM SO ASHAMED OF MYSELF
I HATE MYSELF MY FAMILY AND WHAT I HAVE SEEN IN MY GOD FORSAKEN LIFE
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