I thought getting a digital camera would reinvigorate my interest in photography. It’s certainly easier and more convenient than traditional photography. But there’re only so many hills and fields and trees and cloud formations and lakes I can take pictures of, in whatever communities I can visit, before they become monotonous and unstimulating. Because what I really want to take photos of are people, particularly women. And I don’t need an elaborate setup; an interesting looking girl in casual wear at an everyday location would be plenty for me to work with. But I don’t know anyone; I have no friends or acquaintances whom I could ask to model for me, and I haven’t the courage to approach perfect strangers. All this camera’s done is served as a reminder of how isolated and lonely I am.