Ash hits the nail on the head.

Fan editing is always a daunting task, especially when the film is as messy as this and there’s so much pressure for you specifically to come up with something good. See it as a compliment. But you need passion to do a fan edit, and it doesn’t make sense to undertake such a task if you’re not feeling the passion. This is a hobby, not a chore.

There’s a lot of people already chomping at the bit to edit the film, so it won’t be lacking for fan edits. Perhaps in time these edits will be your way in - what are you PT edits if not an amalgamation of edits that came before? And look how successful those turned out. For me, nothing makes me want to make a fan edit more than seeing a fan edit that isn’t 100% what I wanted but is so good that it inspires me to make my own. Your PT edits certainly did that for me, hopefully some TROS edits will do that for you.