Dreamt last night my family were staying at some sort of resort or hotel. And my dad died again. Often in my dreams my dad didn’t die but had a row with my mum and moved out and I visit him in his flat where he isn’t coping too well. I guess it’s anxiety, entering my 50th year. If I make it through to my dad’s birthday I will have outlived him. In the dream everyone was roughly the same age when he died last time but more stoic. I had to explain death to some random little girl and I didn’t have a photo of him.