My best friend whom I’ve known since I was 2 just fucking cut contact with me entirely. Without warning. With no apparent reason. I know they’ve seen my messages trying to reach out to them. I didn’t do anything (recently) that could have provoked this.

It’s so infuriating. I cried for the first time in forever yesterday because of this. It’s definitely not the whole gender dysphoria thing, he was the first person I ever told (after you guys, albeit I’m relatively anonymous here) and he was very supportive albeit uninformed.

I’ve started having consistent daily panic attacks.