What else is there to do?
Listen to what has been said many, many, many times, and not take this place so seriously. I’m sorry you feel you have to go, but so long as you let people work you up (yes, that’s you letting yourself get worked up. If you didn’t take things so seriously, a lot of the conflict you experience here would just go away, I’m serious), you’ll just continue the cycle.
Nonetheless, you’re always welcome back.