to be fair i completely missed it, and just went back and saw mfm’s post. i’m sorry to hear that mfm. i don’t know what you could do, honestly. do you get pure joy out of anything at this point? if so, try doing that. or i don’t know, really. i think you’re a great poster and i care about you but i’m not entirely sure on how to support you emotionally because… most suggestion seem not to be something that suits you.
anyway, we care, i care, if you’d like to open up more we’ll be here.