My life hasn’t gone too well. I’ve been afraid to tell people but my anxiety has been hurting my everyday life. I was bullied in school to the point that I wound up homeschooled in eighth grade. I’ve tried to do things and failed more often than not. I haven’t been able to talk or make eye contact with people for the longest time. I know now that my scripts were stupid. I’ve been breaking down more and more. I’m starting to think things can get better now. I’m getting help. I want to apologize for bothering anyone, that’s a gigantic fear of mine. I want to let you all know I’m sorry.
I am quite certain you have not been any sort of bother…regardless it is good to know you are seeking help for other hardships you might be experiencing…this life is certainly rife with difficulties, particularly for those who might be more sensitive in nature. Self-awareness comes with a very real vulnerability to those who might be less so…the natural inclination of the latter being to tear down others. I wish you well and hope you will have the opportunity to allow your spirit to settle…school is at times a harsh environment from which it might take a few years to properly recover, but do have hope that maturity (of both yourself and your peers) definitely will bring about more peaceful interactions and fewer conflicts.
You may certainly message me personally if you would like to talk further.