So my best friend and neighbor borrowed my car earlier today (hers is out of commission). Said she needed to get away and be alone - which is fine, she goes off on long walks through town by herself all the time (she’s the one I was walking with during the whole Labor Day fiasco).

I got a text from her phone an hour and a half ago…from the police department two towns over saying they found it.

I’ve been freaking the fuck out trying to find out if she’s okay. Been sitting out on the sidewalk outside our apartments the whole time chain smoking hoping she pulls into the lot. Called everyone I can think of, they’re calling people she knows whose numbers I don’t have, I’ve called three hospitals…

If I don’t hear anything soon, I’m gonna get a ride to go out looking for her. Already left a note on my door with instructions for her to go to my place and login to Facebook on my laptop to message me and let me know she’s okay if she gets back and I’m gone.

I’m really hoping she just shows up here soon, but I’m fucking terrified.