I think I’ve said I’m in love with a friend of mine before. Well, it still lingers, dammit. Recently, this friend of mine has opened up to me, and we’re getting along very well. Moreso than we ever have in the five+ years I’ve known her. I recently had a nightmare about this… it doesn’t end well. I am not so sure what to do. I’ve been recommended to walk away from this friendship before, but 1. this person is my best friend now, 2. I don’t like very many people, and 3. I’m scared.
This is getting worse. Today I had a near emotional meltdown… I am going to have to talk to her next week.
I’m in a different but related boat. It’s tough.