let me add my first post about me in here in a while: long story short, the girl that had broken up with me a while back and i are back together, adding that incident to the list of times she’s broken up with me and come back a few days later.
anyway, she lent me her external hard drive and i’ve been looking at her pics with her ex, because i thouhgt it wouldn’t hurt, right? it’s in the past right? why would it hurt? right? well, guess what? fucking wrong. add that to the not-so-good spot we find ourselves in relationship-wise and i feel like i’m going to have a mental breakdown.
we’ve been together for roughly the same amount of time she was with her ex and they have close to 400 pics together. we have MAYBE 20. granted, i hate taking pictures, but the numbers still annoy me. plus it seems like they did a lot more interesting/fun stuff than we did (as in they went out to do something fun in the free time they had together while we’re inside studying or doing some other shit because that’s what she wants to do/has to do). also granted, she wasn’t in college at the time she was with her ex and therefore had a lot more free time, but this annoys me too because i have a lot of free time right now given that i’m a senior and she doesn’t because she’s in college, which also annoys me because our realities are so different that apparently she’s losing interest in the relationship. well, fuck.
i don’t even know what i’m even talking about anymore.
just a bit of teenage drama for you all.