Well I’m starting to get weary of living this way. It isn’t making me sick or anything like that honestly but it’s not fun like it used to be and anymore I’m just left feeling so tired and drained. But it could be worse. Unless you mean literally in which case it was just mixed with soda in a thermos. That number was just since I got to work. I normally don’t work late shifts but today I did so I was up longer than usual before work so I had four or so shots before going in. In my defense though I’m home now and I haven’t Drank any since I last postrd and I don’t think I will. I’m just dead