I don’t really try to make myself feel better or worse on anything. I’ve kind of given up on being a productive member of society at this point.
I understand this sentiment…it can be difficult to meld with a society whose aims often seem so foreign to one’s own…but further still, it can also be very taxing to attempt to put in a solid effort when all returns seemingly amount to very little of substance…yet understand that one has an impact even in the smallest possible circles…it is important not to surrender completely to despair least those who might rely upon us even in the smallest ways be made to suffer…but even more importantly it is necessary to comprehend that there are those who have not even yet met us who may yet benefit from such an encounter.