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moviefreakedmind said:

What did you mean?

i was being extremely careful not to fuck up with her. i tried very, very hard. but i failed, and i lost her because of it. it’s a terrible feeling.

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Between when I found out I’m getting moved back to night shift and the day it happens (the 29th), and with the music festival I’m going to, I only had about 6 days available to hang out with the few friends I have. It’s down to 2 after tonight (which would be tomorrow night and Memorial Day).

Not one of my friends has made time to hang out with me. One of them said they would tonight and has blown me off ever since I got off work 3 hours ago. And that’s my upstairs fucking neighbor, who was home when I got back and then suddenly left 10 minutes later.

I really feel like no one I care about gives a fuck about me right now.

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I give a few fucks

“Get over violence, madness and death? What else is there?”

Also known as Mr. Liquid Jungle.

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suspiciouscoffee said:

Fuck you, ash.

See? I have now given you A Fuck™. Spend it wisely.

Is it weird that this is the one that made me feel the best? 😉

Seriously though, thanks to all of you. I really appreciate it. I need more real life friends like you guys.

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I was going to do a parody of the Luke line from Jedi and say “I’d fuck you too!” but I thought the timing might be poor. Now I wish I did it.

The Person in Question

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ChainsawAsh said:

Between when I found out I’m getting moved back to night shift and the day it happens (the 29th), and with the music festival I’m going to, I only had about 6 days available to hang out with the few friends I have. It’s down to 2 after tonight (which would be tomorrow night and Memorial Day).

Not one of my friends has made time to hang out with me. One of them said they would tonight and has blown me off ever since I got off work 3 hours ago. And that’s my upstairs fucking neighbor, who was home when I got back and then suddenly left 10 minutes later.

I really feel like no one I care about gives a fuck about me right now.

So plans were made tonight, and now she’s trying to change them to something else that she knows I won’t want to do.

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You’re being paranoid. Just do it anyway.

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I don’t know. People would do that to me a lot where they’d say they wanted to interact with me and then make it impossible for me to make plans with them. It happens.

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Possessed said:

You’re being paranoid. Just do it anyway.

I did actually. Had fun, but hurt my knee on the same leg as my Achilles injury, so now I have a double limp.

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Worth it to feel better mentally though.

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I personally tend to feel worse mentally after having positive interactions with others. It’s strange.

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I think I’ve mentioned before that I spent last summer at AGS, which was one of the most wonderful experiences I’ve had the privelege of being a part of. A few minutes ago, another student messaged me to tell me that one of my teachers died. His name was Jim Rush, and his was probably the most gentle soul I’ve ever encountered. I hope this turns out to be a misunderstanding, and that reports of his death are greatly exaggerated, but as is, I’m gutted right now.

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moviefreakedmind said:

I personally tend to feel worse mentally after having positive interactions with others. It’s strange.

Yeah, that is strange. Maybe it makes you feel bad for automatically assuming the worst about everybody?

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No that’s not it. It’s that once it’s over I remember that that tiny amount of time where I escaped isolation, and escaped from my own mind, is over and it only constituted a fraction of a percent of my entire week or even month.

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I rarely do, no one ever wants to. Plus it’s always uncertain whether or not I will totally hate that person at any given moment. I can go from thinking the world of a person to thinking that person is conspiring to harm me somehow in literally a matter of seconds.

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