It’s not even that I just don’t think it’s a great thing to joke about in general.
I hope she won’t be my ex forever though, she just needs to sort herself out. I hope. It was pretty serious and I had grown to love her daughter as my own. It’s a real bummer.
That fucking guy still won’t leave me alone either, so I’m sure it’s worse for her and I’m also sure he’s the reason she’s went through her mental breakdown that’s caused her to have to be alone. I hate that fucked, I hate him for all the terrible things he did to her (more than just stalkimg I’ll say that), I hate him for how much he’s traumatized her, and I hate him for being the reason we aren’t together right now. (Not that she’s with him or anything she’s just so beat up mentally). Other than myself he’s the only person I’ve ever wanted to kill. My dad shot him with a pellet gun once though so that was fun.
I love her so much. We had been on and off again for years (mainly due to her and admittedly my own mental frailty) and as soon as we finally had things figured out he unleashes a whole new level of psycho and pushes her over the edge. I hate him. I would have done anything to help but she chose to deal with it alone. I love her so much and she loved and probably still loves me too. I can only hope that she comes around and comes back. Especially now that I’m sober I would be on top of the world with her by my side, she’s so amazing.
This isn’t the thread for this I guess.