Well it’s not so much that I feel it’s “my business” and that I shouldn’t share it with you guys, I’m really just exhausted from talking about it with people in my personal life. (Usually without the suicidal overtones, but last nights episode was a bit of an exception. When it first happened I felt that way every day when it first happened, but while I’m still usually massively depressed I don’t usually go on and on about killing myself like i did several months ago and nights like that get fewer. So I guess that’s at least good even though I’m still not okay)

It’ll be okay I just get like that sometimes.