Still up. At her apartment when I shouldn’t be, doing stuff I should be avoiding (hence the still awake). She randomly decided to go take a shower. Should be encoding audio for HAL (sorry buddy, I only have one left to do, you’ll have them all tomorrow). I know what we are and I wish I were more so I keep letting this happen. I need to stop.
I can’t.
Ugh.
I know the feeling. However, not to the extent you are. Good luck. It’s hard.