I just ate for the first time in like 3 days. I basically live in Gin. Seriously. I drink before work, at work, lunch, after work, all night. It’s my life. I’ve done this before and the withdrawals actually weren’t super bad for me. Probably because I never have a ton in my system at one point in time, it’s usually just 2 or 3 drinks at a time but I’m just mentally and physically addicted to having those 3 drinks in my system. Hopefully luck will be with me and I won’t have withdrawals, which I didn’t last time and I was drinking more at that time. But my girlfriend unexpectedly broke up with me and it was serious to the point that I was thinking of her daughter as my step daughter and she’s being so cruel about it to the point that I have yet to even get an explanation, when things were peachy keen the last time we spoke and it’s just sent me over the edge to where I have to make a change and do something with this pain or I will kill myself and quitting booze seems a good place to start.