Good luck everybody. I’m glad for you, coffee. Stick with it, Bingo.

I’m gonna cry myself to sleep tonight. Gonna see that friend tomorrow for the weekly group game night. It’s all I have right now. At least, that’s the way it feels. If anyone told me I’d be where I am today three years ago, I’d have never believed you. Or I’d have tried to do better.

I’m sick of having good days and bad days. The good days are incredible. The bad days are devastating. I’m not unintelligent. I’m not sure how I got here.