I have been a bystander in my own life for far too long. I have only ever had one true friend, halfway across the country. Everyone else either acts nice or I make them uncomfortable, I could never have an actual conversation with any of them. I’m not revolting in appearance, I’ve consistently gotten compliments from other men, but I seem to not have had much luck in getting to know anybody, let alone go on a single date.

Nobody is interested in getting to know me. I just don’t get it. I put in effort and never get anything substantial or meaningful out of it. It’s so bad I don’t even really understand how people live differently. I’m just going to have to come to terms with being alone forever.