DuracellEnergizer said:
I want things to change – I want to move out, I want to get a job…
… but there’s no one in my life to help me and I don’t know how to help myself.
While it won’t help in a direct way, you might consider doing some voluntary work. It will get you out the house and enable you to meet some new people; it might also improve your chances of getting a paid job and help you feel better about yourself.