Two weeks between posts. That’s a hell of a bender.
I’ve been on a bender since Thanksgiving, a month after my detox from a two year bender. It was a bad choice… Lol if I could afford it I’d go to detox again before it gets bad again but I’m scared to do it alone because for some reason I have a strange paranoia about my heart and blood pressure so I’m scared to quit alone even though I’m only 23, so I’ll probably have to wait until it gets real bad again when I can afford it.