I’m not sure what you want us to do. If we agreed with you, would that help somehow? It seems very unlikely.
“Get help” is not a vague answer. Make an appointment to see a doctor.
I want this waking nightmare to end. I don’t want Trump as president anymore. I don’t want to be forced to participate in any “resistance” at all. I don’t want to be told how I am indirectly hurting people just because I’m both white and male. I don’t want to be killed by the state just because I don’t adhere to their agenda. I want a clean environment and good healthcare like other developed countries. I want to be free of my dead end job and conservative family. I don’t want to end up spending the rest of my life in abject poverty when we have enough money to go around. I just wants things to get back to normal, because I just can’t handle the strain right now.