I don’t know what the hell is going on, but my best friend (and very immediate coworker) of 3 years or so I guess mixed meds with alcohol and said tho most shocking and disturbing things to me yesterday. The day before she texted me out of nowhere and told me to leave her alone and that we weren’t friends. Hurtful but whatever, I put in a transfer request because we work closely together. But then yesterday out of nowhere (and without a history of doing or saying anything out of sorts) she texts me repeatedly just to tell me she hates me, she wishes I was dead, to go kill myself, she wishes she could be the one to kill me, etc. I’m never going back into that place again. I’m going to go to all the nearby Wal-Mart’s and try to get an emergency transfer because I’m just not in a mental state to work with somebody I loved whose going to be so hostile to me for seemingly no reason than I can deduce. I know it was the meds mixed with alcohol talking but still she’s clearly changed her tune on me for whatever reason. The sad thing is I have the messages saved and could easily get her fired but I’m too nice and would rather ruin my life and potentially lose my job if I can’t get an immediate transfer because I’m never working with her again. I could easily ruin her for texting that but instead I’m potentially ruining myself to get away and let her be okay, because that’s just the terrible death deserving monster I am I guess.