I wasted my teens; I wasted my twenties; I’ll probably end up wasting my thirties, too, along with my forties/fifties/sixties/etc. if I ever get that far.
I don’t want to kill myself. I just wish I had never been born.
You could choose to stop wasting them if you really wanted to. I’m not saying it’s easy, but it’s as easier now than it’ll ever be.
JEDIT: Evidently I’m not the best at giving emotional support…