Possessed, you really need to listen to what people are saying. Get help. We care about you and see a lot of potential in you that you’re just letting go to waste if you do this. Depression is obviously preventing you from thinking clearly, and you seriously need to get on some medication or something to get out of it.
Yep.
I’m not gonna twist your arm about it, and I won’t bring it up again because I can’t make you do it, but please find help.