I’m a bad person, I’m a bad person, I’m a bad person.
FTFM
You’re self-loathing is unwarranted. What could you have done that is so awful? You are young and have a great sense of humor. You are going through a phase in life when the future seems bleak. Teenage years are a challenge and the fact that there is a bright future with both ups and downs seems to escape people of that age. Believe me, I remember. But you have great potential, so stop looking at only your shortcomings.
Thank you for the kind words. They mean a lot to me.