I’m struggling to get to the point of only needing pot fyi feel good. I’m so used to adding in alcohol I feel incomplete without it. I haven’t really slipped back into my old ways as I only drink a little bit (like 3 beers) a few times a week, whereas before it took 3 shots of hard liquor to get me out of bed I’m the morning, and I didn’t slow down all day. Anyway I love pot and I know it’s a whole fuckton easier on my body, perhaps even helping heal some of the damage my years of extreme alcohol abuse may have done (although I appear to have gotten lucky)… I still struggle with feeling incomplete with only having pot as I’m used to having both.

This is one of my said without any. I don’t physically crave it but I feel somehow incomplete.