My God, man. I sure hope the professional help there will genuinely help you. I feel so bad in this thread, because while I can offer sympathy, I can’t really offer much else except hopes for the best. But I really do hope that things improve for you here, and I hope that we’re here to listen and console. It’s not much, but it’s certainly all I can do.
Oh, apparently my dad lost another job, so that’s just marvelous.
My mental state is unfortunately not improving either. I kind of wish I could just throw in the towel on that. But of course, the only way I can do that is by sleeping. And frankly, I wish I could just stay asleep.