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The isolation actually does bother me, but every time I interact with anyone beyond a superficial conversation they make me want to be sick. I can’t explain it, but to me the isolation is more of a lesser of two evils thing.
Yeah, that sounds familiar too. Less than five minutes into a conversation with most people and I’m desperately looking for a way out. There are very few exceptions. It sucks.
I severed ties with all of my friends a little over a year ago because I thought they were up to something and I’m not capable of making new ones.
I’m 28 and I still don’t know how to make new friends. It’s fucking tough. It’s possible, but I couldn’t tell you how to do it. I have a grand total of four actual friends in my life and I’m only close with two of them and I couldn’t tell you how any of that happened. I wish I could help you there.
I do actually really appreciate this. It does mean a lot to me.
Well, I mean it. I might not be able to offer useful advice, but I’ve found that sometimes just being heard by somebody helps, even if there isn’t much of anything they can do.